I kind of want more people to read my blog. I mean, I know it's boring, but I just think it'd be nice. I posted the link on a few of my social medias, only three of them though. I posted them on Wattpad, Poetizer, and Tumblr which are the ones that I know I don't have anyone I know on. Well, I'm not 100% sure about Wattpad, but I'm just gonna pretend I am.
I have some pretty crazy stories from my life that I think would be cool to tell if I wasn't so embarrassed and even then, I'm not sure how long this whole blog thing is gonna last. I have a hard time starting new habits. I just don't know, but I'm gonna try to keep it up because this nice. It's nicer than just opening up a new google doc every time I think of some random shit or whatever. I guess I just like the idea of people out there somewhere in the world reading this post and liking it, maybe even checking back once in a while to see new things I've posted. I tried starting a blog like this on an old Tumblr account I had, but it just didn't work out and it didn't feel that nice. Tumblr is nice for shit posting , venting, and maybe posting a poem or two, but I just don't feel like anyone is gonna read that shit. On here, I have this feeling that if I keep it up and if I try to get it out there a little, I might gain a constant reader.
I definitely consider myself a writer. I love writing with all of my heart, it's my passion. I'm gonna be honest with whoever is reading this.....I love writing more than my boyfriend. Yeah, I said it. Honestly though, I know that even if a pencil breaks or runs out of lead, writing is never gonna leave me. I'll always be able to write, even if I'm living on the street completely and utterly broke. I love my boyfriend, of course I love him. He's my second biggest love currently (he's actually tied with my dog because seriously, my dog is my baby). My boyfriend is here for me right now, but I don't know how long it's gonna last. I hope we last long, I would not mind even a minuscule bit if we actually grew up, dated for 10 years and then got married.
One day, I do wanna write an autobiography. I want to help people and I think maybe I could use my life as a learning experience and a way to help people. I think it'd help a lot if I kept a record of some of my days. It's helping me now too.
Well anyways, signing off for now.
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