When something becomes part of your daily routine, it's weird not doing it, right? So let's say you talk to someone everyday, try to call at least once a day because you miss their voice, yada yada etc.
Then you get mad at them and you decide not to talk to them and when you get bored of trying to distract yourself, you can't stop thinking about them.
Yeah, I'm in this situation and yeah, my boyfriend made me mad. No, he doesn't know that I'm extremely upset right now and slowly getting more pissed as more time passes without him trying to text me.
If you're wondering, which you aren't, but if you are, he didn't text me all day yesterday. We called in the morning, he hung up without warning, didn't text me again. He did, however, text one of his friends who had to tell me that he wasn't texting back because he was busy. He was busy........playing video games. Okay yeah, sure, maybe you can't pause it but he had to of had a break at some point between the time since he hung up yesterday and 12:27 this afternoon when he finally texted saying "morning." That morning text was the first thing he'd said to me since hanging up yesterday. It is now 9 minutes to 7 pm and he hasn't tried to text me again since. He hasn't tried to communicate at all. I didn't text him after that morning text because I was pissed. I still am pissed. No, I'm not gonna try to talk to him until he actually tries to get my attention. Yes, I know I'm being a crazy and super petty girlfriend, but I'm 15 so let me be mad. What happened was still a dick move on his part and I wish he would've just said "I can't talk right now, I might be busy for a while" because then I would've been like okay.
I'm gonna be honest, it sucks. I don't wanna text him because if I do, I'm weak and way too attached. I want to know that he's thinking about me, that he'll start a conversation because right now I feel like he doesn't want to text me at all. I probably annoyed him too much, but even if I did, he could've told me. I don't like to bother people and I'm used to being called annoying so what would I care, but being basically ignored doesn't fucking feel good and I'm upset about it.
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